It is also not uncommon that Sra survivor freedom have been programmed without their awareness. This is necessary to make sure that they can be triggered into committing suicide, in case they’ll remember. And to be honest I was debating  myself whether to publish this or not. But I strongly believe that once the veil has been lifted and you understand what they are doing and what has been done to you, you will be able to fight them successfully.
Talking about it even a little bit, can easily reopen those often barely healed wounds.  Another big issue, when it comes to opening up about being an adult Trafficked survivor of childhood molestation, is that it is seemingly impossible to describe what this means for our lives.
Being  Sra survivor freedomr of childhood sexual abuse is far from being easy, but some aspects of this may not be so obvious to others, who never had similar experiences. I can, of course, only really speak from my own perspective here, but I know that I am not alone in experiencing these things.
The Mind is a battleground between Light and dark. The dark side uses abuse and Sra survivor freedom trauma to overtake the mind and turn it into a killing field, destroying all hope, empowerment, self-worth, and light. Agency is neutralized as the victim’s mind is flooded with a torrent of dark choices. For survivors, hope must be rediscovered, empowerment must be relearned, self-worth replanted, and the Light reached for against a current of despair.
A big one right off the bat,  is that talking to others about this may be Occult deliverance much harder than they’ll ever know. This is not only due to the shame and embarrassment, we survivors feel (which really should be with the perpetrators
Heaven will often balance their trauma with extraordinary Sra survivor freedom and manifestations from the Light. Anything a survivor might share about either type of experience is rarely believed by loved ones, therapists, or even their clergy.
Loved ones suffer alongside the Trafficked survivor of trauma and abuse and in some ways can be co-victims. Often, parents are innocent bystanders who feel powerless to help or even understand their struggling child.
It may be obvious to some of you reading this, but wielding truths in the face of darkness is an absolutely new idea to some parts of me. Trafficked survivor are programmed to feel powerless.
We as Trafficked survivor often suppress the heck out of this, and if we’d let those memories surface at all, we often simply don’t talk about it.  But when we do, things often get complicated. Not only does it make people extremely uncomfortable, which is hardly encouraging when it comes to being open and sharing. If they have had similar experiences, it can trigger painful memories for them as well, and if they cannot relate, they often rather ignore the topic or struggle to find the right words.
The point here is that while I have found safety from occult  Occult deliverance oppression I found it by becoming a foreigner. Its not all easy. But one thing about being a SRA survivor is that we are forced to know the evils of this world. I choose to leave the ways of the world which is glorious beyond my human ability to understand.
So, it comes as no surprise, that this topic is not talked about enough. Acknowledging it, can tear families and  Occult deliverance communities apart, as so many refuse to accept the unthinkable. The sad thing is though, that due to this, too many survivors face disbelieve and aggression when they do try to speak out.
The abuse at a young age takes away our spirit and then as Sra survivor freedom we don’t really go for the things we want. We tend to give up halfway or completely avoid the risks necessary taking, if you want to advance in life.  Because we don’t feel worthy of achieving our goals, we sabotage ourselves.
Unlike what many may think, Trafficked survivor of childhood  abuse often tend to be very promiscuous. People often seem to think that such an experience would leave you being practically asexual and for sure, some survivor’s sex life might be non-existent, due to what happened to them. However, as strange as this may sound, because we were so highly sexualised from such a young age, sex is often the only way we know how to connect at all.
I was made to believe that it was my fault that I was raped, that I always Sra survivor freedom misbehaved and that if the grown-ups ignored me, it was definitely my wrong doing that caused this.  So, imagine how guilty I’d feel now, if I hadn’t made sure my stove was switched off ten times or that the door was really locked 100 times, before I leave. If there was to be a fire or a break in, I’d have to kill myself.  I am often already exhausted, before I’m even out the door to go and attend the actual activity, I was heading to.  And I know, I am not the only survivor dealing with this.
This last one might be simpler and seem way less dramatic, but I wanted to mention it anyway. Because Occult deliverance were practically robbed of their childhood, we tend to make up for that later in life.  We can be or act very childlike